The Final is closer

It's almost end of year now. Less than 2 weeks later we'll say goodbye to 2012 and welcome 2013. and do you know what it means? hmmm okay, it means i'm getting closer to the national examinations which are really exhausting and scary for the students all over this country. i still don't have any preparation so far. what a lazy, huh?. 

I'm not joining any course for the preparation though. moreover, there's gonna be some morning tests along 3 or 4 months before the final examinations. and all the questions we did will be dicussed on the lessons. so, i think it's quite enough for my preparation. This is what i hate about being 12 grader. i must wake up 2 hours earlier than usual, i must be at school at 5.30 a.m for the tests (having some tests is gonna be my breakfast hahaha just kidding), and go back home as usual (12.30 pm) and then i must review what i learned that day, and in the evening i must study for the next day's tests, study, review, study, review, study, review, and study again!. This is gonna be the most exhausting 3 months i've ever had in my whole life.

I'm taking a science programme at my school. And this is gonna be so hard for me. The national exam questions for the science class is harder than the social one. I'm actually not interested in natural sciences at all; math, biology, physics, chemistry, They are my biggest enemy. Don't ask me why i can be in this class! because i don't even know why!. When i was a 10 grader, i got a questionnare. and i had to fill one of  two programs; science or social. And i chose the social one at that time. And i also had a psychological testing, the result was, i was more appropriate to study in social programme. But when i got my school report on hand, the result was that i was in science programme. I didn't even understand why. i'm not good at science at all. Because it's not my interest. My heart and my soul are in literature. And wish my school had that kinda programme. if my school really had that, i would have taken that programme now. 

By the way, taking science programme is not always that sucks. Because here in our country, if we take science programme, we're able to choose any majors freely when we'll go to collage. But we can't do that if we take social programme. If we take a Social programme , we can only choose the majors which are related to the programme. So, it's obviously, absolutely, and really possible for me to take LITERATURE when i'll go to collage. 

So, wish me luck on the examinations. Please, pray for meeeeeeeeee!!!!!