Hello my blank blog. i'm really confused now. i don't know what to do anymore. this is the most exhausting feeling i've ever had in my entire life. today i've got a math assighment for my remidial, i found out my physics grades was dropped. this is sucks! really really sucks!. And i found something strange came out from my ex's mouth.
This morning my ex asked me wether i wanted to go to school or not. i said i wanted to go to school to find out if there's some new announcements. and he asked me to meet him at our school health care room, 'cause he's got something to tell me.
when i arrived at school, i went to the health care room immidiately and when i arrived there, i saw him lying on the mattres. "what's going on?" i asked. "i don't know, feeling kinda dizzy" he answered. "why don't you just go back home?" i asked him back, "nobody takes me home" he answered again. i felt guilty when i look into those eyes. i didn't even know what to do. so i asked him about what he was gonna tell me. and then he told me "i dreamed about your mom 3 days ago", "WHAT!? how come?" i asked him with my shocking voice. i just never thought it could happen, you know, my mom had passed away since i was 12, how come he could dream about her and know her physical appearence? this is freak and doesn't make sense at all. "so, did she tell you anything?" i asked him back again, "yes, she did. she thanked me for making you happy, and she told me to send her best regards to you and your twin sister" he answered with his helpless voice.
i'm still wondering why my mom appeared on my ex's dream. there must be a reason to it. and i hope that i'll see her on my dream to tell everything i feel these days. for sure, i'm missing her and loving her like no one else could.
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