Hoooaaammm..this kinda atmosphere has successfully made me soooooo bored. It's sunday and i have nothing to do. Some people may be havig fun with their relatives, their friends, or perhaps their lovers. But me? i can just sit in front of my notebook, writting, writting, and writting something useless and awkward. Because this is all i can do. My sister can't even be asked to do something fun. She's too lazy. She can say "alright, not for now, i'm tired" while lying on her bed. I'm feelin' all alone. So i can just write, write, and write.
I'm extremely bored!!. Nothing can ever compare that. I have no money, no credits, no mention on twitter, no one greets me on facebook, no text, and no lover! (haha). I'm feeling like this world is full of boredom. So, just this blog and notebook that can ever make my sunday funner.
I think i'm a miss "i don't know". Because almost every post on my blog are written "i don't know" or "i don't even know" haha. Because i'm a DUMB GIRL! i really wanna stop writting like "i don't even know why something bla bla bla bla" but i can't!. Because i have no inspiration nothing to write down.
I always feel like there's someone says "she's just putting writtring on airs, she's dumbass and too much!" is that a devil or something? and now something's whispering like "don't be showed off! dumbass! your english isn't good! look at your grammar skill! it's still below average. can you please write something more useful?" and they always whisper that shit again, and again 'till i lost my desire of writting.
I actually have so many stories on my mind. so many things happened but i just don't know where to start (alright 'i don't know' again). Perhaps i'm too late for telling you those stories. Because i've been so busy these months and have no time for this blog. And Yeaaah yeaahh, i know i'm a fool. My writting skill ain't that good. I know, i know my capacity. But i'm still gonna write!
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