Since the Day Our Hands Collide

I saw you walking around

Shimmering, illuminating—through every inch of my wound

Whispering softly—“Let us go walking around”

I can feel your breath pricking every single of my pore

Your voice clinging on my mind

Forcing me to follow you while I had no clue where you’d take me

But, I…I followed you while trying to define

As we walked down the street of cincin

Your hands and mine collide with each other’s skin

In the embrace of the morning wind

I realized something’s trying to fit in

And when you lift up my chin

I assumed that was when our story started to begin

Day by day I began longing for your oceanic eyes

The eyes that drown me into a deep sea of affection

The smell of chrysanthemum that lies in every drop of your sweat

makes me even more long for your embrace

I could feel the taste of fairy floss

As I kiss those lips of yours

Again and again

‘till this feeling sticks into my brain

and slowly fading the pain

Since the day our hands collide

I’ll be there to hold you tight

Can’t promise things will be so right

But I’ll do whatever it takes to be your bride

JUNE

June…
I’m trapped in the middle of nowhere
and your shadow is what I desire
Sit alone in this cold rattan chair
with a little spark of fire

It amazed me; how destiny brought my arms to yours
I can never forget the first smile that flows
from those tiny little lips of yours
yet, it also amazed me; how destiny part my arms from yours
and just like million dust on the floor
it wiped you away right to that door
of a place where your world is not my world anymore

June,
This little soul is calling you from the distance
somewhere you can never reach
My blood’s burning begging a final glance
while this mouth is shut never wants to give a speech

The rain’s telling me to go,
yet my feet keep screaming “No!”
As the wind started to blow
my tears yelling so heaven will know
this poignant knee that I bow
wants you to see how mad I can grow

June,
I never blame the dark for taking your shadow away
nor do I ever blame you choosing your own way
Just hate how the remorse creeping this bleeding soul
As my mind circum back and forth; far away, so far away outside the North Pole
Swallowing the pain, kissing the tears, embracing the fear
I am so done with this bottle of beer, and wishing your shadow is here
wiping every single tears
that you gave me after leaving me along with fears

June,
As this pen dancing on this blank page
Just like a clear sky showered by the dark cloud
I write you this line along with rage
Wanting to scream out loud
That it is hard for me to let you go with that shroud

Kata Tanpa Makna

Aku tahu betul. Ada sesuatu yang mengganggu
Suaramu indah bak sebuah lagu
Malam melarutkanku dalam heningnya
Memaksa kedua mata untuk tak menutupnya

Seperti ada yang berlari
Kesana kemari tiada berhenti
Pelukan angin malam enggan menghentikannya
Sampai mentari menampakan pijarnya

Sajak ini tak indah
Tidak juga bermakna
Karena memang tak mudah
Merangkai kata penuh makna

Aku tahu betul. Ada sesuatu yang mengganggu
Menjerat hati dan pikiran dalam belenggu
Akan kubaca agar kau tau
Hatiku mengingkanmu tanpa ragu



 

Surgery

Last night I watched the stars shine
Bright 'till my eyes become this blind
Suddenly I stuck in the dark
Yet I surely know your step never loses its mark

I walked, I touched, and tried to reach you
but it felt like you turned your back on me
I screamed, I cried, I fell and got black and blue
yet still, you walked away without helping me

I screamed for a surgery
So that I could see things again
I stuck in a boundary
And had no idea when this happiness would begin again

Seruni Morena 

September 2014

Candle

A little spark of fire
dancing in a tip of that candle
This isn't a ton of desire
but a loving feeling that I can't handle

The night is getting colder
wanting me to embrace 'till the sun goes higher
The sun is getting closer
but your eyes force me to look even deeper

With a little spark of fire
We are sitting in peace
Where our hearts are getting closer
And our love started to tease

YOU'RE RIGHT!

I wrote and deleted it

Tried to write and deleted it

I thought about a single word

but it suddenly flew away like a bird

I wrote and tried to keep writing

I thought and try to keep thinking

My mind told me to stop

but my heart told me to keep it on top

I was realized by this thing

Thing that could never be told in a thousand words

Now you start to think and keep guessing

And glad you are right! 

Now I'm taking the wrong rhyme

Which proves that everyone's right and you are right!

I let you guess what it is 

I let you figured out

Why I'm writing this silly lines

Why I took wrong rhyme

Glad you are right! 

I know I'm getting crazy now! 

Glad you are right!

I can never remove you from this silly mind right now! or...forever..and ever!