Hey dear, how are u doing? i do hope you're doing fine. It's been kinda long time since the last time i wrote here. So many stories have missed back there, you know. And i'm so sorry that i didn't get any chance to write here because i'm too busy with my UN preparations. And my notebook crashed so i had to fix it so i can write here again. You know what, i'm missing you every single day :* haha. Ahhh, i'm so speechless, perhaps because i didn't write for sevaral days hehe. But i'm trying to break the silence now :P.
By the way, i'm feeling so happy now. Do you know why? 'cause my grand parents came back home :* i've been missin' them so much, me and my twin sister had been lonely here and had no one to share with during their stays in Ternate, but now, they came back and we aren't feel lonely anymore.
Another story i haven't told you is that i'm so afraid of not being accepted in any state university. you know, there are millions students all over this country are trying to be accepted in the state university and i gotta fight againts them all! can you imagine that? can you feel how nervous i am now? moreover, i'm not from a state high school, so it must be so hard for me to reach that. I'm actually feeling so nervous, though i know i shouldn't be. So, how come i could be this nervous? of course, because it's 35 days to the national examinations! too much materials to be learned and mastered in one subject! and i must do 6 subjects on the examinations. it makes me really stressed out. And of course, after the national examinations, i must prepare (again) for the selection of new students (SNMPTN)! feels like i wanna go so far away from here to a beautiful place where i can scream as loud as i can! AAAAAAAA.
But i beg your prayer for this projects :(. i do hope i can face these things all. and the result is like what i expected. AMIN!
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