JUNE

June…
I’m trapped in the middle of nowhere
and your shadow is what I desire
Sit alone in this cold rattan chair
with a little spark of fire

It amazed me; how destiny brought my arms to yours
I can never forget the first smile that flows
from those tiny little lips of yours
yet, it also amazed me; how destiny part my arms from yours
and just like million dust on the floor
it wiped you away right to that door
of a place where your world is not my world anymore

June,
This little soul is calling you from the distance
somewhere you can never reach
My blood’s burning begging a final glance
while this mouth is shut never wants to give a speech

The rain’s telling me to go,
yet my feet keep screaming “No!”
As the wind started to blow
my tears yelling so heaven will know
this poignant knee that I bow
wants you to see how mad I can grow

June,
I never blame the dark for taking your shadow away
nor do I ever blame you choosing your own way
Just hate how the remorse creeping this bleeding soul
As my mind circum back and forth; far away, so far away outside the North Pole
Swallowing the pain, kissing the tears, embracing the fear
I am so done with this bottle of beer, and wishing your shadow is here
wiping every single tears
that you gave me after leaving me along with fears

June,
As this pen dancing on this blank page
Just like a clear sky showered by the dark cloud
I write you this line along with rage
Wanting to scream out loud
That it is hard for me to let you go with that shroud